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Dear Acid Alex
I can't remember the first time I held that mal green cover
of yours and looked at you china. You look a bit like me
just worse. That rof and onbeskof jol. But Aai... You are a
work of deep love my friend and I prayed over you before you
were even conceived.
Putting you together was hard, but I reckon you know that.
So many bad binges. A lot of pain. A lot of other people's
pain. But you have to also check it out bra - you wouldn't
be here if those people hadn't believed in you in spite of
it. Personally, I want you to understand china, that for all
of us and every single one of us who has read you - it was
worth it. And I think I can speak freely for all of us and
say - we really really mean it...with every single one of
our hearts.
You were written for me and I needed you man - but we have
separated from each other and you have gone on to make
amazing friends in amazing places all over the world.
Everywhere, I know because these people write to me. Fuck
china you get around!!
Made them laugh, made them cry and weep, make them want to
slap you, stand in awe at your intelligence and your utterly
box of stones stupidity - my dearest friend...you are
honest. And that is what makes you so powerful.
You'd be pleased to know that I eventually managed to help
Joey, Lydia and Yolanda. I'm not going to explain. But I've
made a way so that they are not hungry anymore - and if I
can help it, will never be again. I've been working very
hard my brother and now I own a small business. So carry
their pain a little easier inside you friend.
When I look at you there now, lying on my desk - I want you
to understand bra, the eyes you talk about in Madness and
Miracles..., well for you ...they were my eyes. Every single
last word. I watched over you, prayed over you and made sure
you were perfect for your purpose. Just like me. I've got my
own journey to go on Old Friend. You know me - I'm a
chatterbox but I'm not going to write anymore, well not like
this anymore. I'm done talking, I'm learning to speak
universally using light and that's much harder. I've got a
brand new friend who works with me - to do exactly that.
And she is perfectly exact. Her name is Cannon EOS 400D and
she
is beautiful and flawless. She shot the picture of me above
here. Of course, when she's in my hands - that is something
completely different. We have just been on a Journey with a
friend of mine named Dirk Winterbach. He's a sculptor and
his work is going to be the basis of my first exhibition. The camera in my
hand in the image is her little sister and belongs to
the person who shot that picture and who is also a
professional photographer.
Someone very, very special and I actually wrote to tell you
about her. She is my wife Natasha and she is Robbie's mommy.
I've posted a picture of him below ....
For us, it's our usual time she's just fed him and he is lying fast asleep
with us. And I want to be
there too... Brother it's time for me to go and be with them
like in that opening poem of yours. It's happening to me
right this second...
As for you, you old mallit - You go on your journey and you
keep healing hearts my amazing friend. Maybe we meet again
one day when someone much smaller than us but someone so
much more special and closer - reads you...
Thank you for opening the door for me to believe in and
experience real healing. And giving it away.
Love Al
P.S. Here's the Chiz interview.
Read more...
Love is stronger than death.
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